yo..heh...I just find it so ironic...someone wrote on "her" blog under "her" profile this, "It is easy for you to love someone but hard trying to get that someone to love you back." The person ("her") would obviously know I'm talking about her....and I myself am not sure whether she will read this post and get angry or something.....that quote on top is what she says but you know what? I think what I would say is, "It is easy to hate someone but hard to love that person." Sometimes you really find you are forcing yourself to love that person...but I feel if you just accept the person for who she is...I don't think its that hard..but well..its up to you to decide...yeah you could be struggling and all...but I mean..its life isn't it?

This is just something I feel and probably unable be able to say it out to "her" directly:

Force, I cannot do it for it might anger you more.
Talk to you directly, I cannot, for you might not want to talk to me.
Comfort, I cannot for I'm afraid it would hurt you more.
Helping you, I cannot for I do not know what you are feeling and I'm afraid I might confuse you more.
Waiting, I can for I will wait as long as you need me to wait and the time you need to calm.
Promises I keep, I will keep them forever till' you want me to break them.
Confusion, its what I'm feeling and unsure if that is what you are feeling.
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Some of you might think this is really mushy but I'm really serious about this...there was one of the days where I went out with my seniors to VJC to watch a concert then when we were walking about, they were making random talks and comments..then suddenly one of my senior said,"Best friends always seem to fight." then another said,"So shouldn't you just be normal friends like how we are like? Won't it be so much better?"....I really thought about it...some people say and what I feel too that friendship grows in these quarrels...but now I'm really thinking, if we have these quarrels but never make up again....I feel a loss..."she" may not feel it but I feel it...when "she" acts cold to me..I hate it..avoiding me like a plague...I hate it....Will I be able to solve this is what I'm thinking...my quarrels never got this far in any friendship and no matter what I will salvage it...maybe what I'm saying might anger "you" more or make "you" feel guilty...I don't know anymore...but I will still wait and I will not forget that promise....

Psalm 23
A psalm of David.
The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

:D I'm Gloria, Parney, OLO(oh lame one)[courtesy of ming min and athira], Parn. Whichever you prefer.
:D Am a TKG-ian and an ex-KCP-ian.
:D In string ensemble and an ex-choir member.
:D Christian and from Bethany Trinity Presbyterian Church.
:D I have 3 sisters.
:D I have 2 dogs.
:D I love music especially my piano and my violin.
:D I love doing wire craft.
:D I love animes, nice(nice drawing) mangas and japanese dramas.
:D I like fantasy(dragon, magic..etc.)books.
:D I like to eat, which explains why I'm fat.
:D I like to cycle, roller blade, ice-skate.
:D I want to go as far(grade) as possible for both piano and violin.
:D I want a grand piano. :P
:D I want more music scores to play.
:D I want to join SNYO.
:D I need a new wallet.
:D I need sports shoes. :D I need more clothes.
:D My future job would most likely be anything that is related to music, unless there is something else.